watcha know?

do you nurture what you can do best or explore what you can't do at all?

it does, screw up your thoughts and make you doubt your every decisions, don't you think?

sometimes i really do think that i should stop asking myself questions like this.

many said that there are no right or wrong to many answers.

many said that whatever the answer may be will be the correct answer.

though i don't believe that. so how am i to be convinced?

do you call it positivity or denial?

we like to make ourselves think that we are right, we made the correct choices or decisions, we are able to make things right.

then when is the point where we could realise that we just made a wrong decision?

the ego and superego part of my thought is really taking over me.

i dont think that i could make a decision without doubting and contradicting myself.

phewww i have no time to waste.

and im not kidding but i feel that time is ticking real fast nowadays. just like a time bomb.